This is my peace bubble

...and im trying to not let it pop.

Days come upon us, so suddenly, and we look at it, with surprise, like "where in the hell did you come from, its too soon." That is how this week feels. third week already pretty much in full swing, and all i get as a souveniour from last week is a shitty feeling procrastination brings, and a sense of doom because of my saturday physics class and lab (9am-4pm...)

I try to take it all in with a smile, reminding myself that this is my last spring semester as an undergrad, that i will graduate next fall, and since i am taking the physics class on saturday, as awful as it may be, that at least i will get it over with finally, and have a class-free summer.

But regardless, life goes on, work piles up in the few hours I feel are truly mine, and I am left, feeling burdened, hopeless, lazy, and lazy. I want to turn this around, because usually what happens when this all to familiar situation rears its ugly face to me, i tend to freeze, and feel like there is nothing really for me to do except break down and procrastinate, catchingup on all the pointless episodes of the real housewives of orange county. guilty.

I am going to take a stance this time though, give that ugly face of the situation a nice little makeover, and take care of myself better in the process by:

1. Not eating crap.
2. daily exercise.
3. daily pilates/yoga/meditation.
4. writing lists,
5. staying on top of things and going in for help


wish me luck.